Sunday, August 16, 2009

A Memoir from the Past

Corner

For others it is just a corner. One place that every room with four walls is bound to have. But it, this paerticular corner, has become something special to me. It does not radiate any magical powers or guide to some life changing path, it is just a normal corner. But during these long sleepless nights when i look through it at the dawn, dim lights all around the sky, birds flying freely i can feel the calmness inside me. I feel as i am at the verge of breaking this cage-like setup and ready to break into the freedom of life. A restraint-free life with no worries of SGPA etc etc. It brings a belief that "yes, i too can have a vision and it's not a dream; it is for real".
But all these moments of peace are short lived -as sun is out- and i am once again out in this real world where i have to abide by the rules -meant to tame our own conscience- of our great society.
Well i have no hard feelings towards this social structure. It's a fun living their way. But i would like to have more moments of loneliness with my corner to keep me chinned up. It may all sound philosophical but it is not just one night experience. It took many to become a blog entry.

PS - Special Thanks to Mr. Dell Vostro 1500 for background scores.