Hypocrite

The latest thing i have discovered about myself is Hypocrisy. Yes, i am a Hypocrite. According to Oxford Advanced Learner’s Dictionary , the meaning of “Hypocrite is a person who pretends to have moral standards or opinions that they do not actually have”. So it means i don’t have any moral standards. Is it true?

Well i used to think i have high moral values. I would go criticising people over morality issues. But ultimately found my own morality standards stood nowhere.

Now the question arises, how i lost my moral standards? Was it due to stress, tiredness or pressure?

Little bit of introspection has led me to a conclusion that it was due to emotions. I let my emotions dominate me. They overcame me and unveiled the Hypocrisy inscribed over me which i failed to see throughout my life.

This one particular event made me think about myself. For the first time i made unbiased judgement about myself and found emotions controlled me. I am not a hypocrite if i listen to my emotions, which help me to see what i want to. But whole scenario changes when i change my point of view.

So, does it mean our views depend on how we want to perceive? Are we slaves of our emotions?

Does everything ultimately depends on our mental-robustness rather than behaviour of the people?

These questions are still bothering me and after this eye-opening experience i am adamant to find their answers.

So, for now, i am leaving after them.

Bye